Sorry that I have been MIA. We had to say goodbye to my baby girl Tavi. She was 19 and I thought I had prepared myself for this, however I was wrong. I have realized that I eat to mask my feelings and I fell off the diet horse a bit. I gained one pound and I am extremely frustrated that I let myself down.
All I can do is jump right back on and keep fighting. True, I don’t have Tavi to help me on this journey; she took me as far as she could. Now she is my guardian angel and I refuse to let her down. I can do this! If I don’t I may die from my weight and the thought of hurting anyone even a fraction of how much it hurt to lose Tavi, I can’t bear the thought. I must stop being selfish about what I put in my mouth and start being selfish that I want to lead a healthier life. It starts today.
Please forgive me for being so grim. I truly believe every word and I am going to need your support to stay strong and to keep working toward this lifestyle change. Luckily my kitchen is stocked with delicious food from Nutrisystem. I have no more exuses. Do you believe in me? I believe in me and we are going to do this!